The Defiition of friendship

I wish I didn't have to write this, but I feel I do.

I have gone through hell and (hopefully) back.

And instead of support, I have had nothing but lectures, complaints and critisism.

I would go to the end of the world almost all of my readeres if they were in trouble, and instead I get the editorial that would usually end up in the Weekly World News.

There a re a few exeptions, but overall, I don't need it right now OK ?

Rememeber what somone once said. "If you can't say something nice, say nothing at all..."

Because I am having a hard enough time as it is, and dealing with hurtful email and letters only adds to it.

If it doesn't matter to you enough to be supportive then leave the F&*(^ing comments to yourselves.

I don't write this to be Dan Rathers, I do it to give folks an idea what's going on in my life.

Sometimes I get good advice, which is great, but I'm tired of getting beat up here and on the blog, letters or email.

It hurts enough right know, I don't need an additional kidney punch.

There are members, and know who you are, who have been supportive, but the rest of this crap has essentially ruined friendships as far as I am concerned.

I'm sorry I had to write this, I never thought I would be so volititile, but here it is.

H