Iggy and me

It was in the winter of my fiftieth year
When it hit me
I was really alone
And there wasn't a hell a lot of time left
Every laugh and touch that I could get
Became more important
Strangely, I became more bookish
And my home and study meant more to me
As I considered the circumstances of my death
I wanted to find a balance between joy and dignity
On my way out
Above all, I didn't want to take any more shit
Not from anybody

-Iggy Pop

Watching the cat sleep on my pillows
Afraid to get close to anyone and afraid not to
The need of all creatures to be warmed and touched
I think the writing is eating up myself
Preventing any togetherness with anyone
Hurting and recycling people over and over again
How much longer? 
How many more? 
I held her in my arms and I didn’t want to realize
She was putting her life in my hands

-Iggy Pop

Cheery Mo Fo ain't I ?

Sorry life isn't exactly Guns and Roses these days.

Harry

It's been real....

Well there's a large possibility this blog will diappear sometime soon. The Knowmads host expired 2 months ago, and only through pleading have I been able to keep it up this long without renewing.

I can't renew because my bank account has a blance so negative even I can't believe it.

And when rent comes due, well I think I'm going to be on the street. I wish Jeffco would just give me a full 40 hours, but at this point, even of they did the first check would come too late to save me.

If anyone has $1000.00 laying around, I'd pay decent interest over time. Otherwise, I'm probably done.

Harry - Signing Off

Gabriel - Saturday Night Live I think 89

I am looking for the Solisbury Hill video from SNL of Peter Gabriel, if anyone has it, I'd love to get it. There's odd reasons for it, for I need to have it.

If any one has it, let me know.

Thanks,

Harry

So then he picks up his pruners and runs.....

So a lot of money later we get the alternator changed out of the Rover, and I knock out a tooth in the process.

Can someone please tell me who I annoyed so much that I'm dealing with this crud ?

Because quite plainly, I thought I was a nice guy. I've only ever raised my hand once in violence, and didn't want to do that.

My apartment stinks, my feet stinks, and I can't afford $3.43 regular gas.

What the hell happenend to the real world ? Cuz I miss it. I'm eating frozen pizza and Ramen noodles and complaining. And when you rely on Taco Bell and frozen pizza, you start to notice the decline.

Anyway, cheers to all, if you have a spare iPod let me know. ...

I have learned that my poor 3400 won't run over OS 9.1, but it is a DVT so I can't really complain. Those who know what that means will know, others can send me an email and I'll explain.

I'm reaching the limit of bullocks I can take. It's kind of funny how the Queen/Bowie song "Under Pressure" has become so pertinant to me. And Iggy Pop has a whole new meaning.

And by the way "I'm Afraid of Americans" is probably one of David Bowie's best songs after "Life on Mars" But my opinion doesn't matter.

By the way, the "Growing up On Tour" [Peter Gabriel] is probabaly the BEST movie I've seen in 10 years. .It's probably the best rock documentary I've seen in a long time. If you want to see what it's like when you are on tour, this is about it. I have a couple Pink Floyd videos that are close, but this one nails it. If you care.

Plus I've fallen in Love with Melany Gabriel, which is bad, bad, but luckily impossible.

If you like the Blind Boys of Alabama you have to see this video.

Hairball







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The Home Game...

Ok for those of you playing the Home Game version of what can happen to Harry next....

a - Roswell dumped an Ice tea into my iPod, so it's dead

b - The car doesn't run reliably at all, and I have had to spend a small fortune on a portable jump start.

c - The laptop is truly fried, and makes a funny smell when started.

d - Roswell is peeing in or on every box in sight, which is a lot of boxes.

e - Savannah has taken to living in various other apartments in the building complex.

Other than that, things are just fine........ :)

Hope everyone else is well.

Lost in Translation.....

Ok this is overshare,,,,

For a short while I gave up my regular life to spend time with another person....

She appears to have fallen off the planet......

I'm old enough to know when I've been blownoff but it still hurts.

I guess it's not Santori time....

I'm getting really tired of losing people I love.

Savaanah seems to be seeing ghosts in the new Apt which is OK but weird.She talks to them, but so far I haven't .

Hairball

Understanding ...

Rosswell crawls into the cabinets under my kitchen.I mean by himself.

I'm busy losing my mind. Oddly Roger Waters makes sense to me. And so does Claypool. I just don't get it.

Where did I go wrong ? Because frankly these are influences that are totally wrong.

Life, as I know it is terribly wrong.

Hairball