Life, the universe and Nothing

I've tried to sleep the last few nights on my porch, outside under the skies.

"Wind was blowing time sood still....."

It's not because I'd love to say that I live now in Colorado, where overall the skies are wonderful, but it's because I find myself restless in bed, and want to be elsewhere.

I'm old, and i don't have any real future. I have the usual options, and I don't want to take the Cobain option, not yet anyway, it will be how I go, I know that, but I want to play a little more.

So I play on, and sometimes actually wish for the future, but I lost my only capable mate, and now I have little to strive for. I think it's time to camp elsewhere....

I think I have some growing up to do.....

But as Yoda said.... there is another... Perhaps there is....